manual of warrior of the light

A warrior of light knows that certain moments repeat themselves.

He often finds himself faced by the same problems and situations, and seeing these difficult situations return, he grows depressed, thinking that he is incapable of making any progress in life.

‘I've been through all this before,’ he says to his heart. ‘Yes, you have been through all this before,’ replies his heart. ‘But you have never been beyond it.’

Then the warrior realises that these repeated experiences have but one aim: to teach him what he does not want to learn.

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life like a lemon

sometimes i just wonder..why the sour things are more the sweet ones...?
i know that in the bottom of everything is the lemon(this is how i call to the sadness) and up is the strawberry..

sweet home alabama

Its really weired i know, but everytime when i watch the movie "sweet home alabama " i cry in the end...i think its so women movie...

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Sometimes
the success of others, or even thier hapiness makes me to realize how stupid and weak i am...how hard is to follow my way and to touch my dreams...how hard is every step i'm trying to make...and how tired i am from all those tries in the end...how hopless i became after every new collapse...

a letter to my dad

Dear dad, today is your birthday... Just one year left since u passed by... but it seems like many things happaned in that time...many things changed me, many bad moments were between me , mom and my brother..but in the end the world is still the same. The people are still cold even colder to eachother....they still puch eachother on the street, buses, shop... The weather is getting warm , this is the first year rom more then 4 years when here is like spring... The prices getting up..and the life is harder then before...one bread is like a can of coke... The sun is till shining, but i don't like the sun really in the winter.. My granny has no more tears to cry, but the thing that makes me really sad that she do that because of public...and still belive that sadness have to be in privite..its sth personal and deep, nobody can't understand it like you do. The streets back home are empty, maebe because of the winter..i'm wathing for the time when the blossom of the linden's tree will smell again in our street... When i miss you i just go back in my childhood and i remember the moments we spent together... I miss u... I still remember your words..that: " there is an angel who is watchign over me" is that you?

"Sun"

let the world be the world let the dream unfurl let it run its own game let it dance with itself I didn't put it here gonna let it ride gotta master, crazy on the other side wakin' me up
I ain't got no brains I can't trust my eyes what good's a beautiful day if you can't see the light? I can't find my fate well then I must be blind with the force and fire of love that's takin over my mind wakin' me up obligin' me to the sun obligin' me to the sun sun sun merciful one sun sun sun sun won't you lay down your light on us sun sun let the world be the world let the girl be the girl let her beauty move ya let her dance be your guide let your hunger grow but don't eat the fruit "too low" keep climbin' for the kisses on the other side wakin' me up obligin' me to the sun obligin' me to the sun
sun sun merciful one sun sun sun sun won't you lay down your light on us sun sun

all we need is to come into the sun we've been out in the dark for so long all I need, all we need, all I need, all we need! yeah!

I'm lookingt through the window
and all i see if just a rain spots on my glass.
they are going down so slowly...
like my steps of shyness when i see you...
the wind in my hair is like a soft touch from you...
just don't leave..stay for more 1 min....
once you said i will see you after 4 years again...
was it some kind of predictions...or just the way how you felt...
Billion minutes past and they brought moments that changed us so deeply...
is that the last time to be separated..or just the beging of my loneliness..

Across the universe

Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,
They slither while they pass, they slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my opened mind,
Possessing and caressing me.
Jai guru de va om
Nothing's gonna change my world,
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world.

Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes,
That call me on and on across the universe,
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box they
Tumble blindly as they make their way
Across the universe
Jai guru de va om
Nothing's gonna change my world,
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.

Sounds of laughter shades of earth are ringing
Through my openED ears inciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which shines around me like a
million suns, it calls me on and on
Across the universe
Jai guru de va om
Nothing's gonna change my world,
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Jai guru de va, jai guru de va
jai guru de va, jai guru de va
jai guru de va.

Jai guru de va, jai guru de va.


Fiona Appla

Love is like a flower....
its so soft ad needs a water be fresh...
Love is like a flower...
smelling good and makes you smile....
Love is like a flower...
sensitive and always fresh...
Love is like a flower...
its took too long to be groth...
Love is like a flower...
always beautiful..but not too long...
love is like a flower...

the dream is true...

just close your eyes and get lost inside the colors

15 things i want to d

1. to make someone happy
2.to make my walking trip around my country
3. to sleep under spring sky in open air
4. to step without shoes into fresh snow
5. to find the plece where i belonge to
6. to save an animal or just to help somebody to make his dream true
7. to help to somebody who need a help
8. To go to India for 1 moth
9. To eat all the day icecream with u...my special " I"
10. to see where the oceans get together
11. to travel with balloon over Africa
12. to spend the whole day in chocolate shop in Belgum
13. to swim with dolphins in Hawaii
14. to 14. get lost in Marocoo and Moscow
15. to go to pearl jam's concert

my life????

What is right to do...what step should i make..???
To walk aginst the blood or next to it....? Why some people are so selfish ..and other too kind?
Why the good people had hard life and the bad easy one? Why some doesn't really realise that they hurt somebody even take this person to the hospital....
Is the humanity make us better people and happy..or just make us weak and let the other to walk over us? If the only reason to be good is the Eden...then why the way we are walking on is like hell? What is the good point to change something when in the other moment everything get down in a small spots...

the book

there is something strange around me ..really wiered things happaning since i started to read my book..."kafka on the beach"

Caffee?

I think i'm addicted to caffee..is it bad? or is it good?

Did You Forget Yourself?

You run to buy the newspaper early in the morning..
You run to catch a taxi...
You run to change your bus...
You run during your beak to buy some food...
You run because the hot coffee burnes your fingers...
You run because it rains and it freezes your bones...
You run to hide from somebody...
You run when you are late...
You run to catch a friend ...
You run just for sport...
You un because you are happy...
You run to walk your dogs...
You run to save our life...
You run to catch the sell..
Is this our life? Always hurry and always late....
I wish it was different

before sleep

A cup of hot milk with honey and cinamon...that's a good way to say good night...

Unspoken words

A thousand of flowers veils felt over the ground and colored it in yellow and brown...
the various colors of the stones are still untouched until the first snow comes upon...
The sun always give the warm touch that every creature needs...
and it's so special in a cold foggy morning...
like a cup of hot tea that can heat your heart...
warm and comfortable...
How I can forget that feeling..
It always comes in my mind when I'm feeling cold and unwanted...
A friendly smile or hug is like the water, whose taste never change...
Just the feeling after that is different...
Frozen fingers looking for others to be touched...But they are still alone..
Morning kiss...Or just a dream is that all I care...
Or it all will fit with a cup of hot chocolate between my lips.
.. soft and sweet like life..

the people

The people we meet...
There are in the bus..or in the public taxi..
They are in your class or just behind the corner....
They are your neighbours...or your relatives...
Or just some strangers you met once and will never meet again..
They are the one you expect and waithing for awake untill late..
Or they are those who we hate..
Or just think we hate, but actually we don't....
Those people we watch on the tv...or just listen to on the radio...
The people are like colors..
Everybody wear something that is identical for him/her....
Choose a color...?
What is it?
Think again..
Are you sure you want to be who you are
...and you are not afraid that u don't want to change?
smiles & rainbows

Snails

After the rain, many snails crawl on the roads.
When it becomes dark nobody can see them.
They have been smashed by the people walking by...
So sad...
But i'm one of those snail killers...

Tanita Tikaram lyrics - Light Up The World

Thinking back, could I feel much older?
and my stance couldn't feel much colder
Can they tell what I'm getting over now?
in the park I've seen you walking And in my dreams
I've heard you talking can they tell what
I'm getting over now?
'Cos you light up the world yeah,
you light up the world In this time,
and times to come I do not know
if your hopes have won
I do not care where you think you'll find it and
I do not care if I fall behind Thinking back
I was so much younger thinking back you were so much more tender Thinking back, will it make me hunger now?
For you, light up the world Yeah you,
light up the world Well there's something about the girl Yeah there's something about her world
There's something for everyone
Have you found yourself in the frame of mind?
Where no-one can be too kind And there's so little lost
There must be a life to trust there And if I try I know
I'll be there To hold, and be mine