my life????

What is right to do...what step should i make..???
To walk aginst the blood or next to it....? Why some people are so selfish ..and other too kind?
Why the good people had hard life and the bad easy one? Why some doesn't really realise that they hurt somebody even take this person to the hospital....
Is the humanity make us better people and happy..or just make us weak and let the other to walk over us? If the only reason to be good is the Eden...then why the way we are walking on is like hell? What is the good point to change something when in the other moment everything get down in a small spots...

the book

there is something strange around me ..really wiered things happaning since i started to read my book..."kafka on the beach"

Caffee?

I think i'm addicted to caffee..is it bad? or is it good?

Did You Forget Yourself?

You run to buy the newspaper early in the morning..
You run to catch a taxi...
You run to change your bus...
You run during your beak to buy some food...
You run because the hot coffee burnes your fingers...
You run because it rains and it freezes your bones...
You run to hide from somebody...
You run when you are late...
You run to catch a friend ...
You run just for sport...
You un because you are happy...
You run to walk your dogs...
You run to save our life...
You run to catch the sell..
Is this our life? Always hurry and always late....
I wish it was different

before sleep

A cup of hot milk with honey and cinamon...that's a good way to say good night...

Unspoken words

A thousand of flowers veils felt over the ground and colored it in yellow and brown...
the various colors of the stones are still untouched until the first snow comes upon...
The sun always give the warm touch that every creature needs...
and it's so special in a cold foggy morning...
like a cup of hot tea that can heat your heart...
warm and comfortable...
How I can forget that feeling..
It always comes in my mind when I'm feeling cold and unwanted...
A friendly smile or hug is like the water, whose taste never change...
Just the feeling after that is different...
Frozen fingers looking for others to be touched...But they are still alone..
Morning kiss...Or just a dream is that all I care...
Or it all will fit with a cup of hot chocolate between my lips.
.. soft and sweet like life..

the people

The people we meet...
There are in the bus..or in the public taxi..
They are in your class or just behind the corner....
They are your neighbours...or your relatives...
Or just some strangers you met once and will never meet again..
They are the one you expect and waithing for awake untill late..
Or they are those who we hate..
Or just think we hate, but actually we don't....
Those people we watch on the tv...or just listen to on the radio...
The people are like colors..
Everybody wear something that is identical for him/her....
Choose a color...?
What is it?
Think again..
Are you sure you want to be who you are
...and you are not afraid that u don't want to change?
smiles & rainbows

Snails

After the rain, many snails crawl on the roads.
When it becomes dark nobody can see them.
They have been smashed by the people walking by...
So sad...
But i'm one of those snail killers...

Tanita Tikaram lyrics - Light Up The World

Thinking back, could I feel much older?
and my stance couldn't feel much colder
Can they tell what I'm getting over now?
in the park I've seen you walking And in my dreams
I've heard you talking can they tell what
I'm getting over now?
'Cos you light up the world yeah,
you light up the world In this time,
and times to come I do not know
if your hopes have won
I do not care where you think you'll find it and
I do not care if I fall behind Thinking back
I was so much younger thinking back you were so much more tender Thinking back, will it make me hunger now?
For you, light up the world Yeah you,
light up the world Well there's something about the girl Yeah there's something about her world
There's something for everyone
Have you found yourself in the frame of mind?
Where no-one can be too kind And there's so little lost
There must be a life to trust there And if I try I know
I'll be there To hold, and be mine

Confused!

Have you ever felt like you are an non-belong ?
I mean like An non-belong to the life you obtain. Maybe its unclear, so i will try to explain...
Feelings like you talk to somebody, but in the end you don't talk to nobody...
You hugged somebody, but there is no one...
You eat alot and in the end you are still starving...
You drink so much water, but it makes you more and more thirsty...
You walk on the streets and make some funny faces to the people around, but nobody sees you..
You smile and there isn't a smile back..
You run so fast to catch the bus but instead of that you are runing back....
You have 4 lives or more but in the end you have nothing...

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