The things that i'm waitng for...

Today, the same day like it was yesterday...and even like the day before that....Sometimes i'm opening my eyes and i'm asking myself...am i alive? Is this what i was dreaming for? For what i was waiting for? I know the answer is "NO"...all my life i wanted t do something...i wanted to help somebody....but how...? How i can do all that if i can't even help to myself to change my own life? I know that the dreams are made to be untouched..and unreal...and this true makes me feel so weak...But i will keep waiting for them..to get closer to me...