Friendship

Now I'm sitting and many thoughts are crushing in my mind...The main one is What is the friendship? There is one person(a girl) who I know since I'm studying in the university so its like 5 years ago ..We were together in USA, we were in the same major in the beginning, we used to meet everyday and go together to the library, go to a cafeteria, to sit and talk long time in the university, to go to music stores and bookshops,to eat pizza outside and going to concerts, it was always tree of us (M>M>I) and we were joking and called ourselves trimurts(from Indian mythology-Vishnu, Brahma and Shiva)...

But suddenly something changed. The person I used to know wasn't the same anymore..She found a different things to like, but its normal everybody change...She started to think about different things...To go to different places..Our night phone talkes were not every night, it became once a week, once in a two weeks or once in a month...But its normal , because when you meet new people you change...I'm happy she found what she was looking for...And finally she is who she wants to be...

But there is one thing that makes me sad..And its about how she started to act...I know I'm nobody to say bad things behind people's back...But I'm disappointed of the way how she treats me and talk to me when there are other people around us..She is like ...There is something in me that makes her to be ashame from me..And I'm still the same..The same one with who she used to be a friend...It hurts me, because I can't talk about what I want..All the time I have to think if the things I'm saying or doing are not embarrassing to her...I can't be me..And this is not a friendship to me anymore...Because you accept your friends who are they..Not make them to be who you like they to be... It makes me sad, but what can I do!?

2 weeks life

Maybe for you its so strange to have homless dogs...but for me here is so normal..its so sad and it hurts me..i'm wonderinf why the people take a dog and after that they throw it like some old and spoiled food...then nobody care what will happaned to that creature..Nobody care that this dog..or any other that they catch on the street and put them in dog-kennel will die in 2 weeks..they will murder them...But why should they care...It hurts me so bad...that i'm helpless ...I will never forget what i saw on the tv...its so easy to smile and to say its so good that it doesn't happaned to me this time...
here are some pictures..because sometimes the words are so powerless ...
just imagine that those creature will be murdered if nobody takes them or look for them...

Everclear- i will Buy You A New Life

Here is the money that I owe you
So you can pay the bills
I will give you more when I get paid again
I hate those people who love to tell you
"Money is the root of all that kills"
They have never been poor
They have never had the joy of a welfare Christmas
I know we will never look back
You say you wake up crying
Yes and you don't know why
You get up and you go lay down inside my baby's room
I guess i'm doing ok
I moved in with the strangest guy
Can you believe he actually thinks
that I am really alive
I will buy you a garden where your flowers can bloom
I will buy you a new car, perfect shiny and new
I will buy you that big house way up in the west hills
I will buy you a new life
Yes I will I know all about that other guy
The handsome man with athletic thighs
I know about all the times before
With that obsessive little rich boy
hey might think you're happy
Yeah maybe for a minute or two
They can't make you laugh
No they can't make you feel the way that I do
I know we can never look back
Will you please let me stay the night No one will ever know

Petra

An ancient ruined city of Edom in present-day southwest Jordan. It flourished as a trade center and the capital of Nabataea from the 4th century B.C. until its capture by the Romans in A.D. 106. The city was taken by Muslims in the 7th century and by Crusaders in the 12th century. The ruins of the “rose-red city” were discovered in 1812.

Petra (pē'trə) , ancient rock city, in present-day Jordan, known to the Arabs as Wadi Musa for the stream that flows through it. A narrow, winding pass between towering walls leads to the open plain upon which stood the ancient city. The plain is surrounded by hills in which tombs have been carved in the pink sandstone. The site includes some 800 structures, the best known of which is the Khazneh el-Farun (or so-called Pharoah's Treasury), a mausoleum, monument, or temple with a two-story facade and Hellenistic split pediment.

Petra was early occupied by the Edomites and by the Nabataeans (an Arab tribe), who had their capital there from the 4th cent. B.C. until the Roman occupation in A.D. 106. The city is referred to as Sela in the Bible (2 Kings 14.7). It was for many centuries the focal point of a vast caravan trade but declined with the rise of Palmyra; however, it remained a religious center of Arabia. Under the Romans in the 2d and 3d cent. it was included in the province of Arabia Petraea. An early seat of Christianity, it was conquered by the Muslims in the 7th cent. and in the 12th cent. was captured by the Crusaders, who built a citadel there. Petra was unknown to the Western world until its ruins were visited by Johann Burckhardt in 1812.

my birthday....

it was so cool to listen my fav, band live..but why there are some people who just go to make themselve drunk...why they can't just listen the songs ...why they just go to public places and act like trouble makers...why is it so?

this is the band i'm talking about..i wish you all can hear them and to understand the lyrics they are so cool....

Честита Баба Марта!!!

The Martenitsa Day!

If you are fortunate enough to visit Plovdiv, Sofia,Varna (or anywhere else in Bulgaria) on the first of March you are certain to notice almost every person decorated with small tokens made from red and white woollen threads. Then from late March to mid-April, you will notice many fruit trees and shrubs decorated with these same tokens. March 1 is the "Baba Marta" day in Bulgaria - on the first of March, and the days following, all people give to each other red-and-white strips or small woollen dolls called Pizho (the male character) and Penda (the female one), also known as Martenitzi. They are so named because they bring the name of March, or in Bulgarian - Mart. According to tradition, Marta (the female variation of the word ?Mart?) is an angry old lady who rapidly changes her mood from bad to good and back again. She is popular all around as Grandmother Marta
(in Bulgarian "Baba Marta").

There are many beliefs and stories regarding the meaning of the red-and-white symbols of the Martenitsas ? the most popular being the following one:

More than a dozen centuries ago, the proto-Bulgarian ruler Khan Asparukh (also known as Isperikh) left his home in the distant Tibet Mountains in search of fertile land for his people to live on. He passed through many rivers and mountains until he finally reached the lands of the Slavs, who greeted him and his people as dear guests. Slav women, wearing white outfits brought drinks, while the tables were full of foods ? everything that grows on that blessed land. But the Khan was sad and homesick and he missed his mother and his dear sister Kalina. He sat by the huge river and tears ran down hid sunburnt face, while he prayed to gods and the sun for a miracle to happen. And it did happen! A swallow landed on his shoulder and the Khan shared all his sorrow to her. Then the swallow flew away, back to the lands the proto-Bulgarians came from, and with a human voice it told Kalina, the Khan?s sister, that her brother found a new land for his kingdom but he is misses her so much and sends his best feelings?

Kalina was so happy to hear that ? and she decided to send her brother a token that she had got the news. She made a small bunch from some green bush, she bound it with a white woollen thread, and made knots at the end of the thread as a greeting sign ? and she sent the swallow to take that bunch back to her brother. The swallow flew fast as lightning and very soon it landed on the Khan?s shoulder again. But due to the long flight his wing was hurt and some blood drops dyed the white woollen thread. The Khan was so happy to see the green bunch, he got his sister?s greeting by the knots she had made, and so he pinned the bunch on his chest. The Khan ordered his men each to put a small bunch of twisted red-and-white thread on that day each year ? for health and heavenly blessing. That happened on the first of March and remained as a tradition ever since.

As the Bulgarian tradition goes, each morning on the first of March, a fire has to be started in the yard, with plenty of smoke. Then everyone living in the house jumps over the fire three times, facing the rising sun, to clean off any evil spirits and keep away all illnesses. Then the mistress of the house takes out some red clothes and fabrics and flings them on tree-branches and on the fence. Then she decorates the young kids and the newborn animals with Martenitzas she prepared herself from woollen or cotton threads.

The traditional Bulgarian Martenitzas had various additional objects, woven into them ? coins, dry garlic cloves, blue beads, iron rings, hairs of horse?s tail, snails? shells ? therefore people always believed the Martenitzas to be special kinds of tokens, keeping all the evil spirits away. According to oldest traditions, children are supposed to carry the Martenitzas on their right wrist, on the neck (as a necklace) or on their chest, while the young unmarried or the newly wed women ? on their neck or woven into their hair. Men are allowed to carry their Martenitzas over their left elbow or over their left ankle (i.e. to remain unseen!), while in some regions they put them into their left shoes, under the heel ? due to the belief that if someone saw them with a martenitza tied on their wrist, then their masculinity could be tied too...

The traditions and beliefs remained all through the centuries, although today Bulgarians also wear the red-and-white tokens with the belief to please Baba Marta - so she will not make us cold. In doing so, we are expressing the hope that the warm spring will come as soon as possible. Once we have our martenitzas, which we pin on our clothing or wear tied on our wrists (it is usually the right wrist we put the martenitzas on), we keep them until we see some sign of spring - such as a stork, crane or swallow, or a blossoming tree. Only after seeing that sign do we remove the martenitzas, because then we know that spring has truly arrived. In different parts of the country, however, the belief differs somewhat. After seeing a stork, most will tie their Martenitzas on a fruit tree, and they make a wish, which is believed to always happen!